-Just Little For Now-

This is a short story about my self that i can tell you guys..

Let's read...!!

August 30^th, 1992 i was born to the world. I completed my family's happiness. My father gave me the name Herlina Endah Atmaja. It has a meaning, my mother told me that Herlina is actually the name of beautiful girl at my father's senior high school. Everybody loved her and especially boys. Many boys tried to close her. Endah is beautiful and Atmaja is the name of my father's grandpa. Actually my mother also had a name for me but afterward my mother agreed with my father's to give me that name. So that's why you know me  as "Endah". I have one sister, my beloved sister and we have nine years age difference. Finally my parents only have two children for completing their happiness.

I came from Bengkulu, a small city. Actually Bengkulu is one of a province in Indonesia but i do not know why sometimes there are people do not know where is Bengkulu exactly. So sad.. :(

I know my self from people opinion, i often ask them about me and not only positive one but also negative one. Actually I have a big question in my mind first, when many people think if i have Chinese blood because they think i look like a Chinese  But actually i am Indonesian and there is no Chinese blood in mine. When i asked my parents about this, they were just laugh and said “really?” and then my mother told me when i was still child many people also said like that and you know, it makes me having a lot of experiences such as i have ever called “Amoy”, it was happened when i went to the hospital and a doctor called me “Amoy” and i was so surprised. He also said you look like a Chinese and oh God, i am Indonesian.. And there are other experiences about that. Second, if i ask my friend's opinion about me, the word “spoiled and childish” always emerge from their opinion. Waw..waw.. and it's happened until now.

I know and i realize that if i am still spoiled but i always try to do the best so they do not call me “spoiled girl” again. I do not know why maybe because i'm very close with my parents and i cannot live without them. oh Gosh. That's very dramatic.. hehehe

For my education, when i was in senior high school, 3^rd grade, i was confuse to continue my study. Actually i wanted to take the subjects which have connected to the medical. But i could not accepted, i only accepted in one of university in Lampung but finally i did not want to continue there because i got a news “if you would be difficult to finish your study there.” And then i told to my teacher and he told me you had better take an English Literature, you like English and it was oke for you. And i started to think yeah, i knew i like English and then i tried. Praise be to God, i was accepted here. And now i am a student of English Literature and i have started to do the best as best as i can. So that's why i am beside you now, guys..

I  know, being a human i'm not perfect human but i'm limited.. 

and i always try to do the best as best as i can to make all people happy and proud of me.. ♥